If you’ve never witnessed Ellie Goulding perform live, now is your chance. Her latest music video “Explosions” combines footage from several of Ellie’s concerts and gives fans some behind-the-scenes access.

Filmed in black and white, Ellie’s ethereal vocals soar throughout the emotional song.

“I lost my faith in everything/The nights you could cope, your intentions were gold/ But the mountains will shake/I need to know I could still make explosions,” she sings.

Watch the video below and get a glimpse of Ellie’s everyday life on tour with backstage shots, train and airplane rides, signing autographs and enjoying some much needed downtime.

-Annie Reuter, Radio.com